Did you get my latest installment? I’d love to hear what you think, give any creative direction, or even make me take a pic and measure up. Any attention is well received. Also interested in chastity and keyholding. Make me take measurements, Pick out a belt for me, and make me go shopping in public / ask the cashier for assistance at Victoria’s Secret for a pair of sexy, tiny panties that will fit over my chastity cage. I want to feel the lace on my shaved balls, reminded each step of my place and why I have balls in the first place – for women to use to control men. And if you want you can even demand payment. I want to fear you, crave you, and be controlled by you. If not that’s fine, I’m happy to continue writing for you. Thank you for the time. I do not deserve it. I wish you would put me in chastity, panties, and a spreader bar, while you force me to clean your entire house. As you feel like it you take blackmail pics, make me lick your and your friends pussies, make me serve you and your naked friends poolside while my balls swell and turn blue – your friends laugh so hard and decide to put a shock collar on them for extra fun. Or even take me around in public or at a nude beach with nothing on but chastity and panties with a testicle leash leading me up to random women asking them to kick my balls, tease my cock, make me do whatever, pussy worship, rent me out, cuckold me, and make me beg for more and secretly wish I was born a woman. I’ll do absolutely anything and I need a truly dominant woman to recognize that and destroy any remaining ‘manhood’ I had while I beg for more and cry for mercy. OMG I can’t handle it, I’m so pathetic. But I know my inferior balls were put in the most vulnerable, Undefendable spot for your benefit and my demise. I want to be kicked so hard I can’t speak the safe words and you reach between my legs, grab my broken little balls, and whisper “these balls make you so inferior. I can deny you an orgasm for a few hours and you’re helplessly on your hands and knees, emptying your wallet and doing absolutely anything I say. I want your balls to be so swollen that youd consider castration, but then I edge your dick so close to an orgasm you forget all about that and I use an ice pack to shrink your dick from 3″ back to 0.75″ and put the chastity back on you. Lastly I strap a dildo over your chastity and ride you to multiple orgasms while you’re denied anything but my boobs in your face. The funniest part is you crave this attention and will pay for it. I’m going to make an Amazon wish list for both of us. When the list is entirely purchased, I’ll consider releasing you. First, I’ll give you a chance to earn some pleasure. I’m going to kick you 100% as hard as I can right in the balls. For every kick you can take without going down, you’ll be allowed to rub that useless thing for 1 minute. If you cum, good for you, back in chastity. If not, I rub icy hot all over those shaved balls and put the spiky inserts in the belt before inviting my friends to all tease you in bikinis and high heels. Finally when your balls are damn near purple, I’m going to tie you up outside. I want to see what happens when blue balls get sunburnt. If you complain even once, I will make you pull me around by the balls with this leash while I shock your balls and repeatedly spank your balls.”
And I’d do it happily, offering my balls as tribute to your power and dominance. I’d be terrified the entire time of what you can and deserve to do. But I’d be even more terrified of not obeying. That’s the ultimate control women can easily gain over men. By simply kicking my balls and teasing/ denying orgasm i turn into a puddle and wind up cleaning your whole house / completing all your chores / take you shopping / learn my place / and pay you for the pleasure of your attention the whole time. Make me regret this fetish please. Or at least please allow me to write for you. It’s an intoxicating feeling but I know what I deserve. My balls don’t deserve to be allowed release. I deserve to be used as a pussy worshiping forever virgin teased by sexy naked young women feeling completely free by the fact that I can’t even get hard, let alone try anything. If I did, you’d simply grab my balls, look me in the eyes, and say, “do you really think you have any control here? 2 fingers and I have your full attention. What do you think will happen when I rent you out to all my friends and 6 months from now you still haven’t touched your dick or gotten hard? How do you think it will feel to explain to the blind dates I set you up on and just before you think you’ll get lucky, I come in and show her how to really have fun? How do you think you’ll feel if your boss knew you’re a full time chaste panty boy who obeys women without question? Doubt you’ll be getting that promotion. Regardless, I take your whole paycheck and give you an allowance. You’ll use that allowance to buy me gifts, flowers, and whatever I ask for. You’ll own no clothing besides that chastity belt and some panties. You’ll be publicly humiliated and you can’t help it. If you want me to stop, I will. But I’ll also break the keys to the cage, post all my blackmail pics online and share them with your friends and family and empty your bank before dropping you in the ghetto in panties. See if they enjoy you too lol! I bet you feel helpless. Pay me some money to feel sympathy. Never mind, I want to see you hump the ground. Show me how you would stroke that tiny dick if I gave you the privilege of fucking a real pussy. You’re pathetic. Game time: chastity for 1 month with edging and blue ball torture constantly or kicked and slapped/ kneed in the balls by me and all my friends until you beg for mercy, then we force you to beg for more and you cry as we give it to you. Your balls will be so sore and tight in the belt you won’t be able to sit or kneel down for at least a week. If that isn’t enough we’ll put icy hot on them and hogtie you while laughing and filming you. You aren’t a man. I have your ‘manhood’ and control your entire existence with a piece of metal and the threat that if you disobey I will destroy you. And I’ll make you pay me for it. And at the end of the day you’ll beg for more. How pathetic. No wonder no women want you. I want you to get your baby ruler out and flip it to the centimeter side. Now measure that tiny cock of yours. If you can’t get hard enough to pass “4 in the next 45 seconds, I’m adding another 2 weeks for fun. I’m so evil to those balls but you crave my dominance and you wouldn’t have it any other way. You’re helpless and I control you simply because of those two little balls. You’d beg me to remove them but you know then you wouldn’t feel as enslaved by the power of my pussy. You need to be reminded of how easily I can control you men because you think with your little ‘heads’. It’s too easy. I want you on all fours, legs spread, handcuffed to the bed. I’m going to see if my vibrator can make you cum. 5 minutes and if u do it will feel amazing. If not those balls will be even more swollen and I will have my friends over for a pool party. You will cater to everything we demand no matter the request. We will talk about the real men and the real dicks that get to fuck us. You can imagine what it used to feel like and we can remind you if you’d like. You’ll get 5 seconds total in my and my friends wet pussies. If you cum, you will never ever be allowed to cum and I will get your dick pierced and superglue that lock shut and break the key off inside. You will never ever cum after that if you can’t control yourself inside me. If you can hold back, I’ll rub your balls and be nicer. But again, I want you to feel shame, pain, regret, and a deep feeling of horniness every time you remember what’s between your legs. And the whole time you’d be willing to sacrifice your former ‘manhood’ to please and serve me. Manhood hahahah. Pathetic.”
Sorry if you don’t approve of the content / unsolicited story or fantasy. I just think I should remind you (sounds so stupid now – ofc you know this, but my balls are pathetically weak and I crave to have a woman exploit my greatest weakness for her benefit and my frustration. Make me sign an orgasm agreement or something. Make me go into public and shop for my own panties. Make me ask the hottest cashier for help fitting a pair over my tiny dick / chastity. Make me go on a date and last second be forced to explain why I can’t get hard, let alone orgasm or please a woman. Make me regret being born with a penis. Make me measure up to your bulls and see why my tiny dick is where it belongs. Make me beg, cry, beg some more and make me do whatever you want. Make me drive to your location and be locked totally as a real servant of your choice. Make me go to a nude beach and ask random women to tease, deny, hurt, or humiliate me. Anything. I crave the removal of my control aka manhood. I want to be so sexually frustrated I’d literally do anything and you use it to your advantage. I can’t help but crave and fear that, but you make sure I really really fear it while begging for more and giving you everything you want.
Tl;dr: #IWillDoAnythingJustMakeMe #MyBallsAreTheWayToMyDemise
I only ask that none of my personal friends / family members find out. Aside from that I’m putty. Ugh sorry I’m disgusting. I hope you forgive me and tease me in your sexy outfit I bought you (preferably bikini/ panties and high heels). Knowing I can’t be released, your sexual freedom to rub your ass/ pussy all over my swollen locked cock is literally giving me a hard on right now. I just need a real woman to show me why my balls are my weakness. Kick me in the balls and as I roll around holding my balls you reach from behind and say “I don’t care what you do or how you try, these balls are Undefendable. You can try your hardest to protect them but you can not totally protect them from me. But I’d rather mentally break you also. Beg me to kick you again. Beg me to make you unable to have children. Tell me I deserve it because no woman would ever fuck me anyway (it’s true after all – full disclosure, I haven’t been laid in almost 2 years). Make me earn release, make me think I’ll finally be allowed to release and last second hit my balls so hard my breath gets caught in my throat and all pleasure disappears. Then make me beg for more. Make me beg for a ruined orgasm in the cage with just your vibrator teasing my balls. Make me chauffeur you and your friends, take you all shopping, and do it with a testicle leash, chastity and shock collar on. Make me show any woman who’s curious. Make me be the stunt balls for an all female self defense class (I’d seriously love this and would do it for sure). And make me feel helpless and unsatisfied the entire time. You can’t imagine how easy controlling me would be but I gave you enough ammo to not only control me, but to do it to the point where I may literally agree to sign my life over to you in order to simply be allowed in your presence. But of course I’m forced onto all fours in a humbler and kicked and spanked in the balls until I cry. And then you still continue. “You can’t stop us but we want you to pass out from the pain. You’ll wake up in a random mistresses prison cell. You’ll be given s list of instructions. Disobey or fail a single one and you will remain. You get one shot and you better respect it. You’ve been allowed to see us naked and pick our outfits so our boyfriends will fuck the shit out of us. I hope those balls are so swollen you can’t sit or move around. Because if not, I’ll keep that chastity on indefinitely until I feel like you’ve suffered enough to deserve the privilege of being in my presence. Should we wax or shave those balls? Little sissies need to be clean shaven so the chastity doesn’t pull at the pubes. Why don’t I give this chastity key to one of my friends randomly. You will be tested to figure out which one and then once you know who owns the key, you’ll move in with them temporarily and be forced to earn freedom. After 10 earned releases/ teases/ edges/ denials/ laughing and teasing, I’ll give the keys to my mother and see what she thinks is appropriate. I hate to tell you but she is beyond anti-man. She may just fill that lock with superglue and bury the key in the forest to see you cry in defeat. I’d love to see you explain the situation to your female doctor with a tattoo above your former cock with my number and a message saying to ask my permission before allowing release. “Sissy is on a regulated orgasm training schedule administered by Mistress Lynne. Slavs will do anything to cum. Feel free to tease and laugh, but do not allow orgasm.”
I’m so hard, vulnerable, and I deserve to be destroyed with absolutely no effort. Your pussy is so perfect I can’t imagine even being allowed to see it. But at this point I’d be inclined to sign an agreement forgoing future orgasm simply to be allowed to see you naked, help you pick outfits and lingerie out, buy you wish list items and have my balls serve as your simple way to show me my place. I’d sleep in a cage at the foot of your bed, transfer my bank accounts to your name, sign away my rights and assume a chaste virgin existence. All you’d have to do is tell me what and when you want me to do for you and remind me why I’m so pathetic simply by kicking my balls and making my balls blue. Geeze it’s too easy. I think I’d be a millionaire with a stable of live in eunuchs/ chaste bitches serving me and paying for my everything if I just had a pussy. But instead I was born with a tiny dick no woman finds attractive being told to measure up for freedom or even being lied to about being able to earn release. The idea of being on the edge of orgasm, literally about to cum, before you remove your hands and see my dick twitch helplessly begging for one more second and an orgasm. Instead, you whisper to me to shut up or else and you place an ice cold ice pack on my dick to shrink it to even smaller, pathetic size. Then make me lock myself up again without orgasm. You check to make sure the lock is on properly and you slap my balls and say “I hope those hurt. I don’t need to do anything to control you. You did all of that yourself. But this arrangement makes me so wet. You haven’t cum for 6 months and I’ve denied you an orgasm almost every single day since. Your dick leaks precum helplessly and you still think some day if you’re obedient I’ll allow you to cum inside me. How precious. Keep thinking that baby boy, because we both know you can’t help it and that little dick gets hard for me. Instead I’ll lock you in the closet with your ball leash tied to the wall. You can try masturbating with that cage on while you look through the slats as a real man fucks me. Afterwards I’ll let him decide whether you can cum or if I should use the shock collar to make you give up more freedoms. Maybe I’ll make you sleep outside until I feel that you’ve been humbled sufficiently. We’ll get you a flashlight too. I want to fill it up with numbing cream, put 4 tiny condoms over your dick and give you 60 seconds to cum. Your last chance for this year to release those full balls. Ooh, too bad you can’t feel anything. You can stop early and use your time to face-fuck me with my favorite dildo. I’ll let you get all of my pussy juices all over your face as I cum repeatedly. Give up your rare chance to cum in order to please me and I’ll surprise you. Hint: you’ll be allowed to witness an all-female 3-way handcuffed out of the chastity belt so we can see how much that dick will throb. Don’t get your hopes up. If I let you cum you wouldn’t want to serve me until they filled up again. I prefer to see how weak you are. I can show you my tits for 1 second to distract you. Suddenly you’re distracted and horny. My friend takes advantage and absolutely destroys your balls with a kick from behind. “Wanna see my titties again bitch?
Yes please mistress!!
What would you do?
Absolutely anything. Please tie my balls up tight as can be, tease me and kick me painfully before I’m allowed to spew my wasteful filth. And then make me buy you and your friends a “fuck me” outfit for your dates later. I want to be in so much pain I consider my existence and you grab my balls and remind me I don’t have any control or any memories of what erections or orgasms felt like. Because of it you have me in agreement with anything and everything you want without debate. Any disobedience and the belt stays longer, more friends are invited to humiliate, more money is withdrawn and my frustration grows. It’s a vicious cycle as it makes me want to serve you even further.
To be continued… I feel I should stop typing but my brain will continue to run these fantasies through my pathetic, blood-lacking male brain until a dominant mistress finds use in controlling me absolutely and completely. I’m imagining the tightest CB-2000 or similar model I can find, purchased with help from a sexy young woman while explaining why I’m being forced to buy it and then off to go panties shopping with or without you in person. Potentially on FaceTime so you can explain what I need and the whole store can hear that I’m a pathetic former man who’s balls are owned under lock and key by my mistress Lynne, against my will but I wouldn’t dream of changing the situation. You control me so deeply I’d commit to a chaste life for ever simply to have the idea that you’d allow release. And if I ever accidentally cum in my sleep, you make me regret the accident to the very fabric of my being. Through humiliation, pain, tease/ denial, frustration, and general male patheticness, you get whatever you want and I not only tolerate but I like it, beg for more and pay you a handsome salary for doing so and the promise of continued humiliation. Can’t tell you how excited this makes me. I vow celibacy until I hear from you otherwise.
I pray I talk to you soon. I can’t handle this. I deserve and crave the lace rubbing on my shaved exposed balls as your friends laugh and tease the swollen blue helpless and useless balls. As a party host, greeting your friends nude and handcuffed and hobbled. My balls are for amusement and control. Force me to cater and bartend the event full of the sexiest nude women with one purpose: to make me totally and completely regret having balls, while also feeling helplessly at your whim for any attention and an illusion of potential orgasm – while knowing and being told that not only will I never cum again, but it will hurt worse than anything I can imagine and I will even desire the domination eventually as I accept my position as pussy worshipper, stunt cock/ balls for defense demonstration, orgasm denial torture, cuckolding, ballbusting, cbt and any evil other situations you can imagine. I’ll sign a contract for that if you grab my balls and make me 😇.
Long story short – I crave your attention, you’re divine and I’d gladly give you my supposed manhood for your amusement or destruction and I’ll pay u for the privilege. In person or via text. Or both. #Anything #MyBrainWantsItButMyBallsScreamNo #HandcuffedAndGagged #KickedAndTeasedToTears #AcceptWhatYouGiveMe #RuinedForBeingAllowedToSuckYourTitties
#TakeMyWalletAndMyManhood #DivineMistress #AnythingForMistressLynne #ICraveYou #NotAPainFanButDominantWomanCanControlMeWithoutEffortAndMakeMeEvenLikeIt
#NotMuchToAskFor #IDontDeserveIt #MakeMeGetSunburnOnMyDickAndBalls #MakeMeTellTheLadiesAtVictoriasSecretINeedPantiesToFitOverChastity #YouMakeMeShowThemAndTheyLaughToo
God damn ^ I’m seriously pathetic, again, I kno. Please don’t post all of this, most is just for you. Of course your call, but I could do a much better job writing it if you want for your audience so my pathetic cocklet can earn you some money at least, if it can’t even get you wet or horny.